Tuesday, August 29, 2006

MY DREAM IS FINALLY COMING TRUE!!

ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME CAN TELL YOU THAT EVERY SINCE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TWIN BOYS!! IT WAS LIKE I JUST KNEW I WAS SUPPOSE TO HAVE TWIN BOYS. I CAN HONESTLY SAY I THINK I WOULD HAVE BEEN UPSET IF I HAD NOT GOTTEN THEM. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY!! MY MOM SAYS THAT WAS GOD'S WAY OF PREPARING MY HEART. BOY WAS HE PREPARING MY HEART!! ALTHOUGH IT DID NOT START OUT THE WAY I ALWAYS DREAMED IT WOULD ,TOMORROW IT WILL END THAT WAY!! TOMORROW I WILL FINALLY HAVE MY TWINS BOYS HOME WITH ME!! I CAN NOT WAIT! I HAVE DEFINTELY LEARNED ALOT FROM THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE. I HAVE LEARNED TO TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT TOMORROW BRINGS. YOUR LIFE CAN CHANGE IN A MATTER OF MINUTES, MINE DID!! I DEFINITELY LEARNED PATIENCE. I NEVER KNEW WHAT PATIENCE WAS UNTIL THIS. I NEVER KNEW MY HEART COULD HURT SO BAD OR LOVE SO MUCH. I LEARNED TO PUT MY FAITH AND TRUST IN GOD AND LET HIM BE IN CONTROL. I NEVER ONCE QUESTIONED HIM. I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT GOD HAS A PLAN FOR EVERYONE AND THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE WAS PART OF HIS PLAN FOR OUR FAMILY. IT HAS DEFINIELTY CHANGED OUR LIVES. I THANK HIM EVERYDAY FOR THE TWO MIRACLES HE HAS BLESSED US WITH. I PRAY THAT HE WILL CONTINUE TO TAKE CARE OF THE BOYS AND THAT R.J. AND I WILL BE THE BEST PARENTS WE CAN BE!
I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT THROUGHOUT THIS DIFFICULT TIME IN OUR LIVES. WE COULD NOT HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT THE SUPPORT AND PRAYERS FROM YOU ALL. I HAVE TO THANK MY HUSBAND ALSO, FOR BEING SO STRONG FOR ME AND THE BOYS! HE IS SUCH A WONDERFUL DADDY! I KNOW I COULD NOT HAVE DONE THIS WITHOUT HIM!! MOST IMPORTANTLY I THANK GOD FOR GIVING US THE STRENGTH AND PATIENCE WE NEEEDED TO GET THROUGH THIS. I COULD NOT HAVE IMAGINED GOING THROUGH THIS NOT KNOWING THAT HE WAS IN CONTROL!!
WE LOVE YOU ALL AND CANNOT WAIT FOR YOU TO MEET AIDEN AND AUSTIN! I PROMISE TO KEEP THE BLOG AS UPDATED AS POSSIBLE. AS YOU ALL KNOW I AM ABOUT TO HAVE MY HANDS FULL!!!

AUSTIN'S LAST NIGHT AT THE HOSPITAL!!


ALL OF THE NURSES, DOCTORS, AND PRACTIONERS HAVE BEEN SO NICE AND TAKEN VERY GOOD CARE OF OUR LITTLE BOYS THE PAST 6 1/2 WEEKS. I DON'T KNOW HOW THEY DO IT. IT HAS TO TAKE A SPECIAL PERSON TO WORK IN THE NICU. I THANK THEM ALL FOR ALL THEY DO!! I HAVE TO SAY THOUGH, I HOPE I NEVER HAVE TO GO BACK THERE AGAIN. MABEY JUST TO VISIT...ONLY!!

AIDEN'S LAST NIGHT AS KING!!



HE IS NOT GOING TO BE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION ANYMORE. HE'S GONNA HAVE TO SHARE THE SPOTLIGHT WITH LITTLE BROTHER. I'M NOT TO SURE IF HE'S GOING TO LIKE THAT VERY MUCH!! DADDY HAS ALREADY SPOILED HIM!

Sunday, August 27, 2006

THREE MORE DAYS AND HE WILL BE HOME!!


AUSTIN IS ON DAY 5 OF HIS COUNTDOWN. HE IS 4LBS AND 10 OZS. IF HE KEEPS DOING GOOD HE WILL BE HOME WEDNESDAY!! WE ARE SO EXCITED! WE CAN NOT WAIT TO PICK HIM UP FROM THAT HOSPITAL AND NEVER HAVE TO TAKE HIM BACK. I WILL NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO WHEN I FINALLY HAVE HIM HOME IT HAS BEEN 44 DAYS!! WAY TOO LONG!!

MOMMY'S LITTLE SLUGGER!!



I THINK DADDY WILL LIKE THESE PICTURES BETTER! THEY ARE NOT AS GIRLY AS MOMMY'S DRESS UP PICTURES.

BIG BOY IS PACKING ON THE POUNDS!!!

Friday, August 25, 2006

AUSTIN VISITING WITH HIS MOMMY AND MI MI!!


WE ARE ON DAY 3 OF 8!! HE IS DOING GREAT. HE IS OFF OF HIS OXYGEN NOW. SO WE HOPE AND PRAY HE KEEPS DOING GOOD AND HE WILL BE HOME WEDNESDAY!! WE CAN NOT WAIT TO HAVE THAT SWEET BABY HOME. HE NEEDS TO BE WITH HIS BIG BROTHER!!

MOMMY PLAYING DRESS UP WITH AIDEN!!



MOMMY WAS PLAYING DRESS UP WITH AIDEN YESTERDAY. HE WAS SUCH A GOOD SPORT! I KNOW ONE DAY HE WILL LOOK BACK AND WONDER WHY HIS MOMMY WAS PLAYING DRESS UP WITH HIM!! I HAVE TO DO IT WHY I CAN. HE WANT BE YOUNG FOREVER! I CAN'T WAIT TO GET LITTLE BROTHER HOME THEN I WILL PLAY DRESS UP WITH BOTH OF THEM. THAT WILL BE SO PRECIOUS!! IF THEIR DADDY DOESN'T KILL ME FIRST, FOR PLAYING DRESS UP WITH HIS BOYS!!

Thursday, August 24, 2006

AUSTIN BEING A BIG BOY WHILE HE GETS HIS NAILS CUT!



AUSTIN IS DOING GOOD. HE IS ON DAY TWO OF HIS COUNT DOWN, SO IF HE KEEPS IT UP HE WILL BE HOME SOON!! WE CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE HIM HOME WITH US. WE WILL FINALLY BE A FAMILY!! HIS LIVER LABS WERE UP AGAIN TODAY. SO WE ARE STILL PRAYING FOR HIS LIVER TO HEAL AND START WORKING. I HAVE NO DOUBT THAT GOD IS STILL WORKING ON IT AND HE WILL BE ALL BETTER IN NO TIME. IT IS JUST GOING TO BE A LONG PROCESS AND WE HAVE TO BE PATIENT!! WE JUST WANT HIM HOME!!!

AIDEN FINALLY DISCOVERED HIS ANIMALS ON HIS MUSIC MOBILE!!

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

HIM SO TIRED! HE HAD A BUSY MORNING!



HE HAD TO GO TO THE DOCTOR TODAY TO MAKE SURE HE'S GAINING WEIGHT AND GROWING LIKE HE SHOULD. I DON'T THINK WE HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT HIM. HE IS 6LBS AND 15OZS. THEN WE WENT TO VISIT HIS LITTLE BROTHER. HE WAS DOING GOOD. HE LOST A LITTLE WEIGHT. HE IS 4LBS 3OZS. THAT'S OKAY THOUGH. HE'S DEFINETLY TRYING. HE LOVES TO EAT!! HE IS STILL ON HIS OXYGEN. THEY TRIED HIM OFF YESTURDAY, BUT HE HAD TO GO BACK ON. HE JUST NEEDS ALITTLE MORE TIME. MOMMY AND DADDY ARE OKAY WITH THAT. HE CAN TAKE AS LONG AS HE NEEDS JUST AS LONG AS HE GETS HOME!!

SORRY MI MI AND PAW PAW, BUT I THINK YOU ARE GONNA HAVE TO PRAY EXTRA HARD FOR CRIMSON AND WHITE!!



GI GI WENT SHOPPING FOR THE BOYS AND THIS IS WHAT SHE BOUGHT!! I THINK THESE BOYS HAVE NO CHANCE. DADDY IS ALREADY BRAIN WASHING THEM. WHAT AM I GONNA DO. IT'S GONNA BE 3 AGAINST 1!!

FORGET THE CLOTHES!!



AIDEN USUALLY ENDS UP WEARING HALF OF HIS BOTTLE BY THE TIME HE IS DONE EATING. SO THIS TIME I JUST LET HIM WEAR A BIB!! PRETTY CUTE UH?
I THINK HE'S ALREADY A CHICK MAGNET MYSELF!!

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

AUSTIN HAS ALITTLE HAT HAIR!!

POOR BABY! HE USED TO HAVE A HEAD FULL A HAIR. HE LOST A LITTLE ON TOP FROM ALL THE IV'S AND TAPE!! I'M SURE IT WILL GROW BACK SOON!! HE'S STILL PRECIOUS!!
HE IS DOING GREAT!! HE'S OFF OF HIS CAFFEINE. HE'S UP TO 4LBS 4OZS. NOW HE JUST HAS TO GET OFF OF HIS OXYGEN AND HE WILL BE ON HIS WAY TO THE HOUSE! ALTHOUGH I THINK HE'S LOVIN ALL THE ATTENTION HE'S GETTING SICNE AIDEN IS AT HOME!! HE DOESN'T HAVE TO SHARE NOW!

AUSTIN TRYING TO WAKE UP AND SEE HIS MOMMY!


I MISS HIM SOOO BAD. I DON'T GET TO SEE MY SWEET LITTLE AUSTIN AS MUCH ANYMORE!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR HIM TO GET HOME.

AIDEN POSING AGAIN FOR MOMMY!!

LOOK AT THOSE FAT CHEEKS!!


HE'S IS JUST GROWING LIKE A WEED. I THINK HE HAS HIS NIGHTS AND DAYS MIXED UP THOUGH!! HE LIKES TO SLEEP ALL DAY AND NOT VERY MUCH AT NIGHT!! WE GOTTA FIX THAT.

Sunday, August 20, 2006

AIDEN LOVES HIS BOUNCY SEAT AND REALLY LOUD MUSIC!! NO NEED TO TIP TOE AROUND HIM!!


AUSTIN VISITING WITH HIS MOMMY!! HE IS JUST SO PRECIOUS!

AUSTIN ALL SNUGGLED UP IN HIS CRIB!


HE GOT MOVED BACK INTO HIS BIG BOY CRIB!! HE WAS OFF OF HIS OXYGEN FOR ALITTLE WHILE YESTURDAY, BUT HAD TO GO BACK ON IT. HE GETS SO EXCITED WHEN HE EATS AND FORGETS TO BREATHE!! HE'S DOING GOOD THOUGH. HOPEFULLY HE WILL GET OFF THE OXYGEN THIS WEEK!

Friday, August 18, 2006

AUSTIN SAYS "THANK YOU FOR YOUR PRAYERS!"


WE GOT GOOD NEWS!!THANK YOU JESUS AND THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PRAYERS! GOD WAS LISTENING AND ANSWERED OUR PRAYERS!
THEY SAID AUSTIN'S LIVER LOOKED FINE. THEY STILL BELIEVE IT IS JUST SLUGGISH AND WILL HEAL ITSELF! THEY WILL CONTINUE TO GIVE HIM HIS MEDICINE AND WATCH IT! MOMMY AND DADDY ARE RELIEVED, WE WERE SO WORRIED ABOUT AUSTIN. NOW WE HAVE THE PEACE WE NEEDED! NOW ALL HE HAS TO DO IS GET HOME. I KNOW IT WANT BE TOO MUCH LONGER! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND MOST OF ALL YOUR PRAYERS! WE LOVE YOU!
RJ, JENN, AIDEN, AND AUSTIN

STILL WAITING AND PRAYING FOR GOOD NEWS!!



WE DID NOT HERE ANYTHING ABOUT THE BIOPSY YESTURDAY. SO WE SHOULD HERE SOMETHING TODAY. SO WE HOPE AND PRAY IT IS GOOD NEWS! MOMMY IS ABOUT TO DIE. I JUST WANT TO KNOW MY SWEET AUSTIN IS GOING TO BE OKAY!! I BELIEVE HE WILL BE! HE LOOKS SO GOOD AND IS UP TO 4LBS 1 OZ. NOW!! WE REALLY MISS HIM HERE AT HOME. IT JUST DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT WITHOUT HIM HERE!! I KNOW HE WILL BE HOME SOON!!

TO SWEET!!

AIDEN DID NOT ENJOY HIS BATH TO MUCH LAST NIGHT!

HE'S CALMING DOWN NOW!

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

PRAYING FOR GOOD NEWS!!

AUSTIN HAD HIS LIVER BIOPSY TODAY AND THEY SAID EVERYTHING WENT WELL. WE SHOULD KNOW SOMETHING TOMMORROW OR FRIDAY. SO WE HOPE AND PRAY FOR GOOD NEWS. WE WANT HIM HEALED AND HOME WITH US. IT IS SO HARD NOT HAVING HIM HERE. ALTHOUGH I CAN ONLY IMAGINE HOW IT WILL BE WITH TWO BABIES IN THE HOUSE. I CAN'T WAIT! HOEPFULLY I WILL HAVE THIS PARENTING THING UNDER CONTROL BY THE TIME HE GETS HERE! THESE LITTLE BOYS ARE TRICKY, I NEVER KNEW I WOULD GET PEE PEED ON SO MUCH! !
THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS!! I KNOW GOD IS LISTENING AND WILL TAKE CARE OF AUSTIN. WE LOVE YOU!
RJ, JENN, AIDEN, AND AUSTIN

AFTER HIS DOCTOR VISIT AND VISITING HIS LITTLE BROTHER, AIDEN IS POOPED!!

POOR BABY!! AUSTIN AFTER HIS LIVER BIOPSY. HE'S SO STRONG! THEY SAID HE DID GREAT!


AIDEN HAD HIS FIRST DOCTORS VISIT TODAY!! HE WAS 6LBS 1 OZ AND 19 1/2 INCHES LONG!


MOMMY COULDN'T STAND IT SHE HAD TO GO GIVE AUSTIN HIS BATH AND BOTTLE AND ROCK HER LITTLE AUSTIN TO SLEEP LAST NIGHT!!