Tuesday, July 10, 2007

FIRST PICTURES OF LIFE OUTSIDE MOMMY!


I KNEW THAT AIDEN WOULD BE BORN FIRST AND THAT HE WAS THE ONE THAT WAS OKAY. AS SOON AS I HEARD HIM CRY FOR THE FIRST TIME I JUST CRIED MY LIL' EYES OUT SOME MORE. IT WAS THE BEST SOUND IN THE WORLD. I KNEW AT THAT MOMENT THAT I WAS A MOMMY. AFTER HE CAME THEY STARTED TRYING TO GET MY LIL' AUSTIN OUT. I NEVER HEARD HIM CRY AND I KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG. ALL I COULD DO WAS PRAY TO GOD, "PLEASE DON'T TAKE MY BABY!" OVER AND OVER AND OVER. I DIDN'T KNOW THEN, BUT HE WAS NOT BREATHING AND THEY HAD TO DO CPR ON HIM IMMEDIATLY AFTER HE CAME OUT. THEY GOT HIM INTUBATED BEFORE HE LEFT THE OPERATING ROOM, BUT HE PULLED THE TUBE OUT ON THE WAY TO THE NICU. I KNEW THEN THAT HE WOULD BE A LIL' FIGHTER AND THAT HE WOULD MAKE IT THROUGH WHATEVER GOD HAD IN STORE FOR HIM !! HE DID AND HE IS THE SWEETEST MOST LOVING LITTLE BOY THAT YOU WILL EVER MEET!
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