BREAK MY HEART!!!!!

THIS LITTLE BOY IS SO STRONG AND SO GOOD WITH EVERYTHING HE HAS BEEN THROUGH, BUT THIS LAST VISIT TO THE ALLERGIST BROKE MY HEART. WE TRIED EXPLAINING TO HIM WHAT THEY WERE GOING TO DO AND THE EASIEST WAY WE CAME UP WITH WAS THAT HE WAS GOING TO GET A "TATOO" ON HIS BACK LIKE PAW PAW. HE WAS SO EXCITED ABOUT GETTING A "TATOO" LIKE PAW PAW. WHEN THEY DO THE ALLERGY SKIN TEST THEY HAVE TO MAKE MARKS WITH A PEN ALL OVER THE BACK OF THE CERTAIN FOODS THAT THEY ARE TESTING FOR AND THEN THEY DO ALITTLE SCRAPE ON THE MARKS. HE HAD ABOUT 23 FOODS THAT THEY WERE TESTING SO THAT MEANT 23 SCRAPES ACROSS HIS BONY LITTLE BACK. HE DID GOOD FOR THE FIRST HALF AND THEN HE STARTED SCREAMING THAT IT WAS HURTING HIM. THAT IS WHEN MOMMY BEGAN TO TEAR UP AND WISHED THAT SHE WAS NOT IN THERE. WHEN IT WAS FINALLY ALL OVER WITH HE GOT 3 SUCKERS AND HE WAS HAPPY AND OF COURSE TEH RESULTS MADE US ALL HAPPY. I JUST WISH THIS WAS THE END TO IT ALL,BUT IT IS NOT. WE DID SPEAK WITH DR. MESTRE AND HE HAS STARTED HIM ON A STEROID TO HELP WITH THE EE. WE WILL GO TO SEE HIM IN TWO WEEKS, SO WE SHOULD KNOW MORE THEN. I JUST HATE NOT KNOWING WHY HE HAS THIS DISEASE,BUT HAS NO ALLERGIES. I KNOW GOD IS IN CONTROL AND IS ANSWERING OUR PRAYERS AND I KNOW HE WILL SEE US ALL THROUGH THIS. I MEAN THEY SAY EE IS CAUSED BY ALLERGIES,BUT MY BABY BOY HAS NO ALLERGIES........GOD IS GOOD!