THESE ARE THE FIRST PICTURES I REALLY REMEMBER SEEING OF MY BABIES. RJ WOULD RUN UP TO THE NICU TO CHECK ON THEM AND TAKE PICTURES SO THAT I COULD SEE THEM. IT WAS SO HARD TO LOOK AT THEM ON A CAMERA AND NOT HAVE THEM IN MY ARMS. IT HURT SO BAD, BUT THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO. I'M SO THANKFUL I CAN HAVE THEM IN MY ARMS NOW ANYTIME I WANT!