I AM GOING TO MISS THESE BOYS!!!!

SO, RJ WALKED IN ABOUT A MONTH OR TWO AGO AND SAID WE HAVE GOT TO GET AWAY FOR A FEW NIGHTS BY OURSELVES!! HE SAID HE DID NOT CARE WHERE AS LONG AS IT WAS HOT AND THEY HAD A NICE POOL. I WAS NOT SO SURE ABOUT THIS IDEA AT FIRST BECAUSE I DID NOT THINK I WOULD BE READY TO LEAVE JAX AND REALLY AT THE TIME I THOUGHT JAX WAS GOING WITH US. ANYWAYS, WE FINALLY BOOKED IT AND IT IS NOW TIME FOR OUR LITTLE GETAWAY. WE ARE FLYING OUT IN THE MORNING WITHOUT ANY KIDS AND WILL BE BACK ON SUNDAY! WE ARE GOING TO LAS VEGAS AND I KNOW WE WILL HAVE FUN AND ENJOY OUR TIME ALONE, BUT I WILL MISS MY BOYS. THE HARDEST PART IS ALWAYS SAYING GOODBYE TO THEM. I HAVE NEVER BEEN SCARED OF FLYING OR ANYTHING FOR THAT MATTER, BUT NOW I AM SCARED TO DEATH WHEN WE WALK ON A PLANE WITHOUT THEM. ALL I CAN THINK OF IS WHAT IF SOMETHING DID HAPPEN, THEY WOULD NEVER REMEMBER ME AND WHO WOULD RAISE OUR PRECIOUS BOYS. ANYWAYS, WE ALL KNOW WHO IS IN CONTROL OF OUR LIVES AND I AM SURE WE WILL BE JUST FINE AND MAKE IT BACK HOME TO OUR HOUSE FULL OF BOYS!! THE BOYS ARE STAYING WITH GI GI AND PAW PAW, AND JAX IS STAYING WITH MI MI AND PAW PAW! I KNOW THEY WILL ALL HAVE FUN AND BE JUST FINE WITHOUT THEIR MOMMY FOR A COUPLE OF NIGHTS AND I WILL ENJOY MY TRIP ESPECIALLY, THE SLEEP!!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR A SAFE TRIP AND I WILL UPDATE WHEN WE GET HOME!!

BY THE WAY, I LOVE THIS PICTURE OF MY BOYS!! I WAS READING THEM THEIR NIGHT NIGHT BOOKS AND LAID JAX NEXT TO AIDEN ON THE FLOOR. WELL, AUSTIN WANTED JAX NEXT TO HIM IN HIS BED, SO WE TALKED AIDEN INTO GETTING INTO AUSTIN'S BED SO THEY COULD ALL LAY TOGETHER. THEY REALLY ARE SUCH GOOD BIG BROTHERS AND JAX HAS ALREADY STARTED FOLLOWING THEM AROUND AND SMILING AT THEM WHEN HE SEES THEM!! I HOPE AND PRAY THAT THEY ARE ALWAYS CLOSE AND TAKE CARE OF EACH OTHER!! ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT, I AM ONE BLESSED MOMMY AND THANK GOD FOR THESE PRECIOUS GIFTS EVEREYDAY!!