PLEASE REMEMBER AUSTIN IN YOUR PRAYERS TOMMORROW MORNING. WE HAVE TO BE AT THE HOSPITAL AT 6:00 IN THE MORNING AND I AM NOT SURE EXACTLY WHAT TIME WE ARE SCHEDULED FOR THE ENDOSCOPY,BUT I AM HOPING FIRST THING. HE WILL BE PUT TO SLEEP, BUT IT IS A ONE DAY SURGERY SO I AM THINKING WE WILL BE IN AND OUT. WE HAVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT IT ALITTLE WITH HIM, SO HE WILL NOT BE TO SCARED. HE IS ALWAYS SO GOOD WITH THESE KINDS OF THINGS BECAUSE POOR BABY HAS BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH IN HIS SHORT LITTLE LIFE AND HE IS NOT SCARED OF ANYTHING!!! I AM SURE I WILL BE WAY MORE UPSET THAN HE WILL. I WAS TELLING AIDEN ABOUT IT THIS MORNING AND WHEN WE GOT TO CHURCH I REALIZED HE WAS REALLY QUITE AND CLINGY TO ME. I THOUGHT MABEY IT WAS BECAUSE AUSTIN WAS NOT THERE (HE STAYED AT THE LAKE WITH RJ TO WORK) AND HE WAS BEING SHY. AFTER AWILE I STARTED THINKING MABEY HE WAS UPSET BECAUSE THE FIRST THING HE TOLD MR. SCOTT(OUR MUSIC DIRECTOR) WAS THAT AUSTIN HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL IN THE MORNING TO BE PUT TO SLEEP. I FINALLY TOOK HIM TO THE POTTY AND EXPLAINED TO HIM THAT AUSTIN WAS GOING TO BE OKAY AND THEN HE WAS BACK TO HIS OLD SELF. I REALLY BELIEVE HE WAS THINKING ABOUT AUSTIN AND WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN TO HIM. WHEN RJ AND AUSTIN GOT HOME FROM THE LAKE THIS AFTERNOON HE RAN OUTSIDE TO TELL HIM HE HAD HIM A SURPRISE. THEN HE STARTED TALKING ABOUT TOMMORROW. HE TOLD AUSTIN HE WAS GOING TO THE HOSPITAL AND WOULD GO TO SLEEP WHILE THE DOCTORS WORKED ON HIM AND WHEN HE WOKE UP HE WOULD BE ALL BETTER AND HE WOULD PRAY FOR HIM!!!! THIS CHILD AMAZES ME WITH THE WAY HE THINKS ABOUT AND UNDERSTANDS THINGS! I HAVE A FEELING HE WILL BE SMARTER THAN ME IN ANOTHER YEAR OR TWO:)!!! ANYWAYS, OF COURSE IT MELTED ME HEART AND BROUGHT TEARS TO MY EYES TO SEE THEM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FRONT YARD HAVING THIS CONVERSATION AND THEN THE KISS AND HUG AT THE END WAS JUST BEAUTIFUL!!!!! DID I TELL YOU I LOVE THESE BOYS AND MY LIFE AND THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR IT!!! I WILL UPDATE YOU ALL TOMMORROW ON AUSTIN AND OF COURSE I HAVE LAKE PICTURES TO SHARE WHEN I FIND THE TIME!!!