NOOOOOO, JAX!!!!

JAX WAS IN THE FLOOR YESTERDAY PLAYING WITH SOME OF THE BOYS OLD TOYS I GOT OUT FOR HIM AND THE NEXT I SAW WAS THIS!!! I DO NOT KNOW WHY,BUT IT BROUGHT TEARS TO MY EYES. I WAS LAUGHING AT MYSELF FOR CRYING OVER HIM TRYING TO CRAWL, BUT IT REALLY JUST MADE ME REALIZE HOW FAST TIME IS FLYING!! I REMEMBER THE BOYS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THE WHOLE CRAWLING THING JUST LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY AND NOW THEY ARE 3 YEARS OLD AND SUCH BIG BOYS. I JUST WANT THEM ALL TO SLOW DOWN, BUT I LOVE WATCHING EACH ONE OF THEM LEARN NEW THINGS EACH DAY! I AM SO BLESSED TO BE ABLE TO SEE THESE THINGS FOR MYSELF EACH DAY AND THANK GOD AND MY WONDERFUL HUBBY FOR ALLOWING ME TO DO JUST THAT! I KNOW IT IS LITTLE THINGS,BUT ONE DAY ALL THESE BABIES WILL BE GONE AND MY HOUSE WILL BE SO EMPTY:(!!