MY BABY!

IT IS SO SAD TO SAY, BUT UNLESS GOD HAS DIFFERENT PLANS FOR ME I BELIEVE THIS WILL BE MY BABY:(! I DO NOT EVEN LIKE TO THINK ABOUT NOT HAVING ANYMORE BABIES,BUT AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE MY BODY IS TELLING ME "NO" LOUD AND CLEAR. WE HAVE THROWN AROUND THE IDEA OF ONE DAY ADOPTING,BUT THAT WOULD BE ONLY IF THAT IS GOD'S WILL. SO, I JUST WANT JAX TO SLOW DOWN A BIT. I CANNOT BELIEVE HE WILL BE ONE ON SATURDAY. HE HAS BROUGHT SO MUCH JOY TO US AND IS JUST SO FULL OF LIFE. HE IS BABBLING ALOT THESE DAYS. HE CAN SAY: MA MA, DA DA, PAW PAW, BUBBA, AND BYE BYE. I LOVE TO HEAR HIM TALK. HE STILL SIGNS A GOOD BIT AND LOVES TO CLAP WHEN HE HEARS MUSIC. HE JUST STARTED BLOWING KISSES TONIGHT AND IT IS SO SWEET. RJ SAID HE TOOK ABOUT 6 STEPS TONIGHT TOO, WHICH IS THE MOST HE HAS TAKEN SO FAR. I AM SURE HE WILL BE WALKING ALL OVER SOON! HE CAN CLIMB ONTO AND OFF OF THE COUCH NOW AND STILL FOLLOWS THE BOYS ALL OVER THE PLACE! WE JUST LOVE HIM TO DEATH AND THANK GOD FOR BLESSING US WITH HIM!