END OF THE YEAR PARTIES!

THE WEEK BEFORE SCHOOL WAS OUT THE BOYS HAD PARTIES AND THEY SHOWED US A FEW THINGS THEY HAD BEEN LEARNING ALL YEAR!  IT WAS SO SWEET AND SO SPECIAL. I WAS DEFIANTLY FIGHTING THE TEARS,BUT I HAVE ENJOYED WATCHING THEM GROW INTO SUCH SWEET AND LOVING LITTLE BOYS.  I COULD NOT BE MORE PROUD OF THEM BOTH AND THEY MAKE MY HEART HAPPY!  I LOVED THEIR TEACHERS AND THEY DID TOO!  NOT A SINGLE MORNING DID THEY WAKE UP AND NOT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL!  I WILL MISS THEIR TEACHERS DEARLY.  RJ AND I MADE A BIG DECISION AND DECIDED TO HOLD THE BOYS BACK ANOTHER YEAR. IT WAS TOUGH, BECAUSE WE DON'T WANT TO SEE THEM UPSET OR TEASED BUT AT THE SAME TIME WE WANT TO GIVE THEM EVERY SINGLE OPPORTUNITY TO SUCCEED IN THIS LIFE.  THEY HAVE EVERYTHING STACKED AGAINST THEM SO IT MADE OUR DECISION EASIER.  THEY ARE TWINS, BOYS, WERE PRE-MATURE BY 8 WEEKS, AND BORN IN JULY. SO THEY ARE NOT EVEN 6 YET.  I KNOW DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART THIS IS BEST FOR BOTH OF THEM AND SO DOES RJ.  WE HAD TO FIGHT TO HOLD THEM BACK WHICH I JUST COULD NOT BELIEVE, BUT IT IS THE TRUTH.  THANK GOD FOR ANSWERED PRAYERS! NOW WE ARE PRAYING FOR WISDOM TO TELL THEM THE NEWS AND PRAYING THEIR BUDDIES DO NOT SAY THINGS TO HURT THEIR FEELINGS!  TOUGH, TOUGH, TOUGH, BUT ONE DAY THEY WILL UNDERSTAND IT IS JUST BECAUSE WE LOVE THEM:)!