ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME CAN TELL YOU THAT EVERY SINCE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TWIN BOYS!! IT WAS LIKE I JUST KNEW I WAS SUPPOSE TO HAVE TWIN BOYS. I CAN HONESTLY SAY I THINK I WOULD HAVE BEEN UPSET IF I HAD NOT GOTTEN THEM. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY!! MY MOM SAYS THAT WAS GOD'S WAY OF PREPARING MY HEART. BOY WAS HE PREPARING MY HEART!! ALTHOUGH IT DID NOT START OUT THE WAY I ALWAYS DREAMED IT WOULD ,TOMORROW IT WILL END THAT WAY!! TOMORROW I WILL FINALLY HAVE MY TWINS BOYS HOME WITH ME!! I CAN NOT WAIT! I HAVE DEFINTELY LEARNED ALOT FROM THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE. I HAVE LEARNED TO TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT TOMORROW BRINGS. YOUR LIFE CAN CHANGE IN A MATTER OF MINUTES, MINE DID!! I DEFINITELY LEARNED PATIENCE. I NEVER KNEW WHAT PATIENCE WAS UNTIL THIS. I NEVER KNEW MY HEART COULD HURT SO BAD OR LOVE SO MUCH. I LEARNED TO PUT MY FAITH AND TRUST IN GOD AND LET HIM BE IN CONTROL. I NEVER ONCE QUESTIONED HIM. I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT GOD HAS A PLAN FOR EVERYONE AND THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE WAS PART OF HIS PLAN FOR OUR FAMILY. IT HAS DEFINIELTY CHANGED OUR LIVES. I THANK HIM EVERYDAY FOR THE TWO MIRACLES HE HAS BLESSED US WITH. I PRAY THAT HE WILL CONTINUE TO TAKE CARE OF THE BOYS AND THAT R.J. AND I WILL BE THE BEST PARENTS WE CAN BE!
I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT THROUGHOUT THIS DIFFICULT TIME IN OUR LIVES. WE COULD NOT HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT THE SUPPORT AND PRAYERS FROM YOU ALL. I HAVE TO THANK MY HUSBAND ALSO, FOR BEING SO STRONG FOR ME AND THE BOYS! HE IS SUCH A WONDERFUL DADDY! I KNOW I COULD NOT HAVE DONE THIS WITHOUT HIM!! MOST IMPORTANTLY I THANK GOD FOR GIVING US THE STRENGTH AND PATIENCE WE NEEEDED TO GET THROUGH THIS. I COULD NOT HAVE IMAGINED GOING THROUGH THIS NOT KNOWING THAT HE WAS IN CONTROL!!
WE LOVE YOU ALL AND CANNOT WAIT FOR YOU TO MEET AIDEN AND AUSTIN! I PROMISE TO KEEP THE BLOG AS UPDATED AS POSSIBLE. AS YOU ALL KNOW I AM ABOUT TO HAVE MY HANDS FULL!!!